COVID 19 transformation. Part 3

I had a setting in my mind that since I consider myself to be an introvert, it is okay for me to see a mess around, because I just don't pay attention and it doesn't bother me like it usually works for other people I met. Although I usually noticed the difference when someone else cleaned or organized my house. The problem is that since I underestimated the value of the outer order, I could rapidly turn this back on into the mess. I just did not think it is important as so ma